Word of warning, don’t trust anybody. Don’t start to like someone. Don’t ruin someone’s last night out before they go on holiday. Don’t get involved in love triangles. Basically stay single forever and with no friends. I can’t deal with the emotional backlash.
Can’t remember the last time I had a good, proper nights sleep
puffy eyes and the bags under my eyes are not attractive in the slightest
ive never felt so shit in all my life. tonight has just put so much into perspective. I’ll never completely have her to myself. And the mixed signals are crazy. blahh
You know things are bad when I come on tumblr to let my anger out.
I can see who I like. I can talk to who I like. Agh. Didn’t have this much shit this time last year and the situation was 100x worse!
Literally can’t do anything right in this family. May as well just give up learning to drive all together.
I genuinely can’t imagine what my life would be without Liam in it. By no means is he relationship material. But he is 100% my best friend. If not the other half of me. He just genuinely makes me smile all the time. Ugh. Why can’t I be straight and actually have feelings for him.
Tonight, March 4th, my younger sister Megan was suddenly diagnosed with Type 1 diabetes, bringing the total count of my family members with type 1 diabetes to a startling 4. Being diagnosed at a much later age than my three other younger siblings Kevin, Michael, and Kara, Megan’s diagnosis took everyone by a great surprise, especially to Megan herself.
She’s currently in the hospital, trying to keep a positive attitude as she’d treated and as doctors work to get her blood sugar stable.
I never do things like this, and in the 4 years I’ve had a tumblr account, I’ve never really asked for anyone to do anything for me. But if you guys could even just reblog this, I’d be grateful.
But for those of you who are able to, I’m asking for donations to go towards JDRF (the Juvenile Diabetes Research Foundation). I’m not directly gaining anything from this, so don’t worry about that. I’m just so sick and tired and frustrated and angry with watching the people I love more than anything in this entire world have to suffer because of this damn disease.
This is something I can’t protect them from, and knowing that tears me apart. The only thing I can do is try my best to make it as easy for them as possible and to make them still be able to live as normally as they can.
My family has been dealing with this disease for 16 years and all I want is to help in any way that I can; and if donating to this foundation can get us a step closer to finding a cure, then that’s what I’m going to do. I love these four more than anything else in this world, and it breaks my heart to have them all suffer from this.
This is the only post I’ll make about this, but again, if anyone can even give a dollar, I’d be eternally grateful to you guys. Thank you so much.